Acordei com frio.  O que não é muito bom sinal. Senti dificuldades em respirar durante toda a noite. Alergias, talvez. Logo de manhã, senti a garganta dorida - consequência  mais do que natural. Acordei sem energia.

Arrastei-me toda a manhã.  Estava decidida a ir para casa à hora de almoço e não voltar sequer à tarde. Passei novamente pelos blogues - procurava o ânimo que logo de manhã não senti, mas o ânimo continua o mesmo -  lembrei-me de passar no Shiuuuu. Esbarrei com esta música - mais uma que vem para aqui roubada - tal como a de ontem, que roubei ao Gajo. O universo, karma, destino...whatever. Há coisas que sentimos que acontecem porque teve mesmo que acontecer. Porque não havia outra forma, outro caminho. Palavras do Gajo, em resposta às minhas. Como sinto que tudo está relacionado, tinha de as colocar aqui. Porque esta música bateu-me tanto como a dele. Porque estas coisas batem-me, assim.

Pergunto-me, que teias são estas que o universo tece - fios invisíveis, no entanto fortes, tão fortes, nos quais balançamos?

Wake up one morning you realize
Your life is one big compromise
Stuck in the job you swore
Was only temporary

Feel like the world is passing you by
Never done all the things you were here to try
Stuck in one place, got a pain in your face
From all your stressing out

You ask yourself there's got to be more
Than what I'm living for
You ask yourself there's got to be something else
Something more, more, more

Well, let the sun shine on your face
And don't let your life go to waste
Now is the time, got to make up your mind
Let it shine on you, let it shine on you

Feel like there's nothing, nowhere to go
You try and fight but you can't let go
Roll the pain, got so much to gain
Now is the time

You ask yourself there's got to be something else
Something more, more, more...

 

Show me how you do that trick
The one that makes me scream he said
The one that makes me laugh he said
And threw his arms around my neck
Show me how you do it
And I promise you I promise that
I'll run away with you
I'll run away with you

Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed his face and kissed his head
And dreamed of all the different ways I had
To make him glow
Why are you so far away? he said
Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you
That I'm in love with you

You, soft and only
You, lost and lonely
You, strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water
You're just like a dream
You're just like a dream

Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe his name
I opened up my eyes
And found myself alone alone
Alone above a raging sea
That stole the only boy I loved
And drowned him deep inside of me

You, soft and only
You, lost and lonely
You, just like heaven

You, soft and only
You, lost and lonely
You, just like heaven