All that love, all that care, all that wonder about the fresh water stream and he removed himself from my life. He chose to remove himself from my life. And he keeps himself removed from my life. And though he has his reasons, I have mine. And though he has his thoughts I have mine. And he has his hurt. I have my hurt. And I find it unforgivable. And I find it even more unforgivable because it's him. 

He came into my life and he filled it with light. Not that he found me in the darkness, but he made his way through my darkness. He wanted to see it, he wanted to know it, he wanted to know everything about me. Good and bad. Cause that was all me. And I showed him some of my darkness with ease. And I saw he was not scared of  it as he didn't even flinch. And then it came naturally as if I knew nothing scared him, as if he was here for all of it, as if I believed it was true when he said he would always be here. "I will always be here for you", and he lied.

He came into my life and filled it peace when I didn't even know how I could hold so much more peace. He came into my life and gave it a new breath of fresh air when I didn't even realise I could breathe so much better. And then he left. He made me better and then took it all away. And he doesn't even realise he  made me better not because I was his whole world but because I had him in my life. And he doesn't even realise how he had become my world.

But here we are. He said I was his whole world but he took that world from me.