Last week I wanted to lay my head on his lap while he worked. It was just something that came up to my mind. Just like that. Yesterday I said thank you when what I wanted to say was I miss you. 

Mas não disse. E não digo. Fica guardado cá dentro. 

E hoje, o que eu queria dizer. Fica comigo esta noite. Fica comigo até eu adormecer. Fica comigo até eu acordar.  Fica.

Last year he was the first to wish me happy birthday. Today he doesn't even remember. And I kinda say this with a heavy heart cause of all the people in my life I thought about spending some time with him today. I wanted to spend time with him. And I have a heavy heart cause at one point he said he didn't matter to me. Now we all know he was wrong.

My life is better with you in it.